Dream [me] Wonders

22nd

2010-03-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

i have turned 22 today
how time flies
how i wish i can remain 18 forever...
still waiting for my true love's kiss...

xoxo

new blogskin

2010-03-09T02:21:00.005+08:00

Just love my new blog skin totally
it is the most brilliant and the most perfect blog skin i came across so far
gonna stick to this skin for long this time
searching and changing new skins can be such a tedious task
and it is just so difficult to find the perfect one!
its either the layout not to my liking or cant change parts of the layout

HOORAY :D to my 'a little bit of everything' new blog skin!!!

Isolation

2010-03-07T00:41:00.003+08:00

Hate all the feelings i have now
This year is like crap
My life is just so wrong

I dont want to be ME
I want someone else's life
Ranie Yang, PH, XX who ever whose life is better than mine a million times

dont want

2010-01-04T08:21:00.001+08:00

i dont want to go home
i am sick and tired of facing all those drama
it gives me stress
and i hate being stressed out

2010 must be a good year than last year or last last year

cant wait for this stupid IS class to be over
everyone has their cliques and i think
i am the only one who joined this class alone

good one.

sighs

2009-12-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

What to do?
Why must this happened to me?

I dont know what's going to happen later

Hope things end well...

back to work finally

2009-12-26T00:41:00.002+08:00

Yay...i am going back to work tomorrow
oh dear i have to be there before 9am
thats freaking early for someone going to bed
at 3am for the past few nights

the stupid things that are bothering me now
are the attachment and sickening projects

cant wait for all this crap to be over

time to earn money money money

here i come!

novem

2009-10-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

two more months left to 2010..

2009-09-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

I don't how further can i tolerate this
It's driving me nuts
I really wish i did not need to be involved in this crap

I wish i can fly fly away to a far away land
and drop all my worries behind

2009-09-21T23:50:00.004+08:00

I woke up late today.
Supposed to report at 10am
but i got to work at 12.30pm
Luckily there were still two colleagues
that will be there
If i was to station alone ... die man
i will be so dead la

Some friends popped by to say hello today
It was a pleasant surprise
and i met them once again when i was heading home too
It felt good...so nice... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ;)

I am on morning shift tomorrow
Initially,i wanted to have tomorrow OFF
but seems like i can only get off on Thurs
but it's OK
it will better to get my mind off things
by working and earning

Just to get extremely tired to the point that i don't have
so much time to think about all the
negative things in my life

PS* i was freaking pissed by someone
and at the same time disappointed to a great extend
and i was pissed off the second time
when another person didn't keep her word

both of them committed similar wrongs
but the former made more damage than the latter

a few more hours...and off to work i go...

life goes on as it is

2009-09-21T00:40:00.004+08:00

I am very tired.

no,actually extremely exhausted.to get it right.
Been working the past 6days full loading
from thurs to today
and there's still another today
sighs
sighing because i am tired out

i feel terrible of my result
i feel that i am such a disappointment
to my self to my parents
to those who helped me last semester
most of all..to myself

all the "i thought.. i thought .."
"maybe ... should be ok" s
is just plainly deceiving myself!

siao liao man...dumb me..
i did some thing just now,and i realized i should not have to do it
it has very high possibility to create chaos
and then it will like totally disrupt my peace
its not like i don't have enough of problems to think about

sometimes i really wish for some things in my life never ever existed!
it will wayyyyyyyyyyyy seriously
wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy lot better and happier!

"life just have to go on,as it is"

2009-09-18T09:31:00.014+08:00

Results are released ...

Simply wonderful
what i have been worrying for has came true
It happened
well..the only good thing is that only one not two as
i scared and feared so much about
I never felt to be such a failure before in my life
don't even talk about other basic qualifications
i fail to met as a Singaporean
that's not important now

Isnt life so fantastic?

Life is so marvelous that makes me simply want to
give up everything in life now.

Failing is a virtue.

seriously.

i am such a failure that i wrong against my parents
for sending me to school.

" just when i have some friends
everything came crushing down

just when the future seems to beam
with new rays of hope
everything went ruined before my eyes

just when happiness in poly seems possible
everything became just a deceiving dream... "

life is awesome.oh,yes.it is.

sian

2009-09-17T01:15:00.001+08:00

cant wait for this friday to pass

August

2009-08-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

Finally..all the projects have ended
and now is time for preparation for the coming exams

2009-07-19T02:42:00.001+08:00

I think i am going to fail my Bstacs test2
Hais...cant i just pass

idiots

2009-07-13T12:52:00.001+08:00

I must tolerate
I must tolerate
and to the end i will spill out everything

She will be brought to ruin
She deserves it
That sb

Only idiots will believe her
I will conquer her in every aspect of life
I will do better in every aspect

That freaking ISB

She will be brought to ruin
she will be brought to ruin
FOR SURE

shit

2009-06-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

speechless

Hurry

2009-05-02T13:39:00.009+08:00

Rushed off from school and took 3 rides
down to Raffles
Assuming she would be at school completing her scholarship application
so i went in there and she wasn't there already..

So we met up around Bugis, our hang out place
and had KFC for dinner
Did some shopping @ Bugis street
and cam-whored at the candy department in OG
Lastly,we headed down to MacDonald's
for some ice-cream!

(Captions taken from Bee's blog)

We ❤ YanYan : (^.^)

Bee ❤ Strawberry Pocky muchmuchh :
Bee ❤ Van`Dear. shhhh.

My choco sundae:
BEE's favourite ICE CREAM CONE! =P

hate

2009-04-18T01:53:00.003+08:00

Year2 is starting on monday

and this time i gonna be all alone all over again

How cool is that?

My 21st Birthday

2009-03-10T23:07:00.004+08:00

20

2009-03-09T15:12:00.004+08:00

TODAY is my last day of being a 20th year old

Hope things will get better than ever from
my 21st year of living onwards

which is pending in a few more hours time!

HATE IT

2009-02-28T16:42:00.003+08:00

I HATE POLY LIFE
BUT I DO LOVE NGEE ANN POLY

HATE IT TO THE CORE
IT SUCKS
SOME PEOPLE JUST SUCK LIKE HELL

2009-02-28T16:42:00.001+08:00

I HATE POLY LIFE
BUT I DO LOVE NGEE ANN POLY

HATE IT TO THE CORE
IT SUCKS
PEOPLE SUCKS LIKE HELL

cafe' DOMUS

2009-02-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

I slept at 3am today...
thanks to someone
who may happened to read this entry
hehe
I expected to lie down dead the moment
i touch my bed
after returning from Plaza Sing

But no it didn't happen

Y.sis bought a friend home
and for some reason
i couldn't get myself asleep
though i know
i was SERIOUSLY CRAZILY
TIRED!!!

finally

2009-02-26T20:12:00.005+08:00

All of my exams have finally ended.
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y

But now my hopes are Crushed
because there is no
possibility to get a new job
at Paris BijouX

it's so DISAPPOINTING!

I found one [chio bu]'s blog

*When i say chio,it means that she's up
to my standard
and
this is RARITY*

I am so dumb not to realize about it sooner
No chance to view her older posts
no commenting available either
SAD la

-Can't stand my life any longer-

HATE MY LIFE TO THE VERY CORE

2009-02-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

dread

2009-02-20T19:27:00.006+08:00

My Bigi #21 bag has arrived today!
Found it lying on my bed when i came home.
Thanks goodness that it wasn't under
registered mail
anot i would have to go to Killiney road
and collect it again!

Somehow i am slightly not that pleased
about the bag,a few parts
are not alike whats in the photo
Maybe because my current mood
is involved too

Sighs.

3 questions to be given serious consideration about

1.WHY am i OVERWEIGHT?
2.WHY do i want to LOSE WEIGHT?
3.WHY have i been unable to maintain WEIGHT LOSS in the past?

PS. i just realized that i have so many brown bags,
and i just ordered another brown bag AGAIN
Gotta cut down on brown and get more colorful
bags from now onwards liao lor.

-Happiness-Deprived-

tahan

2009-02-19T19:02:00.008+08:00

Just one more week and all this will
come to an end

I have been studying everyday since last Thursday
It sounds kinda good but its actually not
Because in those days i didn't reach the healthy
target of 10 hours a day

and you know just studying and studying alone day in day out
can be quite boring and tiring,
not to mention losing some zest in life too

Having 3 more papers

-Microeconomics 50% (life OR death)
-Principle of Accounting 50% (my fav though i'm retaking it this time)
The 50% s are just like putting half your life at stake lah
-IT in Business 40% (Still ok)

and then after the clock strikes 11.01am on next Thursday
I will be completely freed for 1.5 months (to do a serious list of things)
before Year2 as a BIT student begins @ Ngee Ann

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Lovelyinn emailed me yesterday,informing me
that my Bigi 21# Brown 2 pocx bag has been mailed out
and i shall be receiving it with 2-7days time!

I thought it will only arrive late Feb.
Who would expect at a faster date!

Hooray!

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I am still waiting to catch RED CLIFF2 before it goes out theaters crazily soon!
And WEDDING GAME and BENJAMIN BUTTONS !

No $ = No movies

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

two faced

2009-02-16T21:21:00.017+08:00

It's seriously terrible to know when one is repeating
a mistake over and over again

It's horrible that at such a young age,
One's dignity is gone,crushed and ruined

It's horrendous to know that one can be such a two faced like that
acting good and all

It's so surprising that one does not have a conscious
in what one's is doing

How can one ever succumbed to this actions
indecency which spells : loose conduct

How can one ever do that so happily without thinking
of the consequences???

Why must i be associated with one like that?

- Feigning ignorance -

My Shopping Wonders !!!

wees,wees,HURRAY!!!

My Bigi #21 spree Brown 2 pocx bag is arriving soon by the end of this month!!

**If you ask why it appeared in my December post,
its because i ordered this brown bag first
but i didn't expect it would arrive later than
my 2nd order from PG#16 spree White bag below!
Collected on the 23rd Jan'09

this is love ❤

PS. I ordered 2 more bags from a Sky Blue spree.How cool is that?

-Bags are my weakness
...and so are you-

sad life

2009-02-07T17:41:00.007+08:00

Can my life get any more boring and meaningless than this?
Am i destined to be like this every weekends...like helloooo for the rest of my life?

Sometimes i feel that i hate weekends
and i rather choose to live in week days than weekends

When it comes to weekends,
The reminder of my soo-single status will come and taunt me naturally
I HATE THIS TO THE CORE

Beside being reminded that i am S.A.D
it also reminds me of how "much" company i have in my life in S'pore
I HATE THIS TOO

-Endurance is key-

unplease

2009-02-04T15:36:00.003+08:00

Ihave changed my blog link from vanezasomz to
thesiamlady
and this is going to be the final name for my blog from today onwards
to who ever outside who is reading this blog!

Meetup with Bee

2009-01-10T23:30:00.024+08:00

I woke up late today..
Time and again i missed my badminton practice
Feeling very guilty and irresponsible about it
I didn't attend any of the practices for the entire term last year
and now it seems that i am letting history repeat itself again!!!

I CAN NOT LET THIS GO ON ANYMORE!!!
SHARKS!!

I met up with Bee Dear today @ Plaza Sing to pass her the wonder gifts!
Well,hope she love them lots yeah.
I was so excited to finally to be able to give to her at last lah.
Waited so long for this day.
Had them prepared long time ago,
since last month liao.
that's er last year wor,ahem.hehe.

So we met up infront of Starbucks
and it was so funny man.
Bee called asking where was i,
i said in front of Starbucks exit door at the side
but she couldn't find me
so we tried finding one another here and there
at the end i realized we were talking on the hand phone
facing our backs to one another!
Laugh out Loud.

We are gonna watch a movie.wees!!
Bee Dear is going to treat me to a movie with her free tickets!
so sweet right?
so we went up to Golden Village and checked out the movies
but sadly there want any timing that fitted
into our-end-at-6pm schedule (i had to attend to something later)
I should have met up with her earlier lor.
but i had to do my project work

So we decided to watch on Tuesday instead,
Bee Dear has already watched Ponyo and Bedtime Stories,
so we are most likely going to watch Red Cliff2.guess so ba.

So we went down to eat Subway.
i just realized that both of us love Subway.this is cool as both are contented.
Bee Dear ordered Turkey breast salad
and as for me i had my all time favorite: Meatball Marinara

After that Bee Dear wanted to get Gwen's birthday gift,
so we went down to basement 1,
i ended up spending $13.90 on accessories lah,
felt so guilty about it lor.
But it was on a great deal,buy two get one free
and the CNY promotion ends tomorrow.
I heart them lots.

Then after buying we took a walk to Cathay,
Bee said there are some cute shops there.
We went to some shops,
one of them was Wood Would,
sounds unique hor?
Then we went right up to Cathay cinemas to take some photos
as i requested.
Hehe.

Photos were taken by her :D

Although today's outing was very short and sweet,
i really had a great time with her,
i felt that she was very happy with the wonder gifts too
and giving them to her by hand was just so fulfilling.
Thankful for having her as a friend when in good and lonely times like this.

Thanks ❤ Bee Dear!

-Positivity is key-

2nd semester reopens

2009-01-04T23:46:00.006+08:00

Oh dear..i have to return to school tomorrow
and
I somehow DREAD it
The three weeks of holiday seems so short lah
It is like just er..3days?

RETURNING BACK to school means going back to all those project preparation work
and discussions and staying back at school to continue the project further..
I have been away from it for some time,
so it's kinda weird to go back to these lor
Besides this,returning back also means having to put up with the pain of seeing some faces
I DO NOT WANT TO SEE AT ALL,
doesn't this sounds even more terrible right?
No choice lor,sometimes life just doesn't give you so many choices to choose from according to your own whim and fancy..admit it earthlings!

So what's the conclusion ???

TOLERATE/TAHAN lah!!!

Sad ah...
Poor me

Tomorrow is going to be a very busy and tiring day!

加油！

2009 and a brand new beginning

2009-01-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

Welcome to 1st of January 2009!
This is a brand new year for a glorious new beginning and to another chapter of life!

2008 Christmas eve

2008-12-24T18:10:00.022+08:00

Today is the Christmas eve of the year 2008
This year has been tough in various ways
But however i am still alive,still breathing

In this festive season,it reminds me of a song that has chorus that goes
"all i want for Christmas(long drag) is you"

Well,though its not an occasion i am supposed to celebrate
and BUT it is in fact a jolly period which makes people look forward to the pending NEW YEAR 2009

OF COURSE! ,me too,who wants to add in her wish for this Christmas

My wish is here...

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A 2nd mini 5N3 gathering together with Jun Ning
@ East Coast on the 23rd Dec '08

me.Jun Ning.Baby Ting Ting.

us.

Sheng Wei.me.Baby Ting Ting.Jun Ning.Ben Poh.Si Hao.

The 2 babes.(except me lah>>ofcourse!)hehe.

Baby Ting Ting said "it seems like i was really enjoying myself in this photo! "

We went to watch Twilight ,9pm @ GV Vivo City
The main actor [Robert Pattinson] is EXTREMELY HANDSOME & CHARMING!
He has such an ANGELIC FACE.
Baby Ting Ting and me couldn't stop ohh-ing and ahh-ing about him throughout the whole movie lah!

My little cutie LAMB!

2008-12-22T00:11:00.004+08:00

On sat,I lunched at Pepperoni (@ Bukit Timah neighborhood)
with my family and some family friends
The food was pretty good,
we were very lucky as they gave us a private room(for pax.14)
when there were only 8 of us...
The lunch was a delightful and peaceable experience
The food was pretty well done too!

A new RETURN!

2008-12-18T00:34:00.019+08:00

Wees...At last,an entry for dearest December'08

I am so glad that i have finally made a final decision for my choice of blog skin.
After changing like crazy for so many times until i lost count of the
total number of blog skins i have used before.
But now,the main problem is that i don't know what should i start my new entry about?

Hmmmmm...so i think i will just blog a random entry today
On the blog shop items i am waiting for!

There are four items in waiting but in order to avoid people having the wrong idea of me as a extravaganza i shall just show two items first!

Hehe...sounds as though anyone cares man

Here they come..ho-ho-ho-ho

I ordered the DARK BROWN piece.Is it nice?
Most people around me commented that its 'ok lah'. Sad huh?
But it's ALRIGHT! As long as i like it CAN LIAO !! :)

1st photo

2nd photo

The next item i ordered is colored contact lenses!
Yippy - yippi!!!
The excitement is that it's
[ PURPLE ] !

My nudy purple lenses

As shown,the circled ones are how they are going to be.
I am ought to get them by next week.
Hopefully the owner will deliver the correct color i ordered and the right degrees!

I have to go now.
-Tata

A mini-5N3 gathering

2008-11-23T01:38:00.014+08:00

Today i had a mini 5N3 gathering day...
Initially i was supposed to meet up with Baby Ting Ting
to have some sort of heart to heart talk

but then oops...she messaged and asked would i like to
meet up with SI HAO;as he wants to tag along with us too!

After a short while,Si Hao also messaged and asked me.

So i said 'ok lor' even though it wasn't what i expected to turn out
but i MISS MY SEC SCH FRIENDS!!! Meeting anyone of them is definitely worthwhile!!

So i met them at Orchard MRT control station and oh my my...i was late(tsk tsk)
and everyone was waiting for me lah...so pai-seh lor

It was quite a commendable number of people who was present
and i was glad i met some of them though all were guys beside
Baby Ting Ting and me there were : Si Hao,Pin Xi and Ben Poh
(i was quite surprized and at the same time glad that he turned up)
So we decided to dine at Pepper Lunch! @ Takashimaya

After that went to Mac and the guys had some ice-cream..
Pin Xi insisted that we girls have some too but we were way too full for desserts so uh-uh..

I suggested us taking some photos so Pin Xi literally on his laptop
(which happened to be same as mine Accer Glossy Black
this is what i call it lah but the actual version name is Aspire 4920 )
hehe! but it turned out that Pin Xi's cam was too small to capture the 5 of us...

So after the ice-creams which Mr.Seah insisted that he must have,
we went right up to the highest level trying to find some seats and
Baby Ting Ting switched on her lappie with the battery charging
just behind the wooden bench! amazing huh...we actually did that and
so after chasing Si Hao and Ben Poh to take the photos with us...
we squatted and took them!
here they are...

Old friends remind me of the older days where we had much fun togther...

Pin Xi looks funny here...what was he trying to pose??

Some crazy poses...oh my...i look mad! wahahaha

Baby Ting Ting ,Pin Xi and me!

So after the photo-taking we walked to Paragon and
went to Marks&Spencer to find Mr.Seah's uh-hmmp cookies ...unfortunately to no avail
but Pin Xi bought some goodies for his younger sis >> so sweet hor?

So then we went to Novena but it was running pretty late and
the coffee cafes were going to take their last order ....
we wanted to stay and chat longer so after million years later
we went to United Sq's Starbucks just like the 1st time
Baby Ting Ting,Pin Xi,Si Hao and me went to together before a couple of months back...

We went back to sit at the same corner but the seats were arranged
in a different style and it was comfy and personal for our mini group..

That's way Starbucks is always the 1st choice >>the ambience and the drinks
and everything is just woah...nicely set up for us!

I took some random photos of them ...hehe

Baby Ting Ting was busy meddling with her
Victoria Secret Transparent bag....
isn't it so unique and sweet looking???
She always has good taste for things!

Drinking the latest Christmas beverage
(i can't remember the name of it la) with much enjoyment...CHEEZE!

Si Hao looking at his watch anxiously >> as time waits for NO man

Ben Poh shying away from me...hehe

Pin Xi looking distracted by Si Hao's action(what was he doing,i can't recall le)

Thanks for coming guys and Si Hao for suggesting this outing!
See you guys around soon during the holidays vo!

-Loves

Weak Soul

2008-10-20T22:23:00.001+08:00

Feeling weak
Feeling like i am coming the point of breakdown

Miserableness is my company
Loneliness is my friend

Being in doubt (almost all the time) is a normal routine

Being unhappy and depressed is no big fuss to my daily lifestyle

congrats.man.

2008-10-15T23:24:00.000+08:00